I’m awake early, even before my alarm.
Lieing in bed listening
to the rolling thunder, wondering to myself.
I know a rain spout is loose,
it was duck taped on.
It worked for a season but even that
finally came loose and free.
I don’t know how to fix things.
I wonder about my father and why he never taught me
how? Now he’s gone.
I can’t ask him that and many other questions.
So I wonder,
Lieing in bed
listening to the thunder and knowing the rain pours down.
There are so many things I want to fix.
I was raised to think I can’t.
For now, I will lie here