hey! is anyone listening? yeah you. God!
i.wanna. get. off. this. ride. you. got. me. on.
i am not the One you think I am.
i. am. not. good.
i. am. no. good. i am no different from him.
oh i may not let the rage outside. but the stream of anger is W.A.I.L.I.N.G.
inside. polluting. my. mind. like. a. pinball. arcade. pow. pow. pa pow.
get. me. outta. here. i. say. get me away from your Children.
away from the hunger.fear.grief.self-hatred.shame.need.regret.poverty.addiction.cold.
your people are so c o l d. cause old.man.winter’s blowin’ in.
give back, He whispers. you are forgiven.
the warm Breath of His Spirit Swirls Around.
Give back. You can.
And then I begin to hear it, the rhythm. The pulse inside me and out. A quiet far away beat. Tu – tu – TU. It’s repeated in my heart. My stomach. My soul. My head. It tickles my ear. It moves in my feet. give.you.can.give.
Give. You. Can. Cause you are forgiven. I am hope.
I say Now that’s enough reason. Yeah, I hear you now, Tu – tu – TU whispered to me. Yes, I am stepping back in.