God Help Me {Part One}

I can’t figure out why I’m here. And not that evangelical crap about the Good News.  I’ve got a news flash.  It isn’t good, my news. I can’t figure out why I’m here and I can’t figure out how to help myself.  I’m sorry I’m sad and even sorrier that Jesus isn’t answering my prayers. (Skip to Part Two, where God…

I Asked God for Help {Part Two}

I asked God to help. That is the key, assent; Letting down. Holding out and open, my hands. Release. When everything hurts, when chaos has taken over and I cannot even imagine Solutions, That is the key Letting down, holding out. When fear of outcomes prevails I asked God for help, I ask. Ask again,…