As anyone who reads this blog knows, I question everything, I resist, I am a seeker. My soul howls and it cries. My heart is frequently conflicted, questioning, keening, searching, longing than finding and being at peace. This causes me to doubt. This brings great fear. This causes me to wonder if I’m any further along […]
{Do you Have a Plan for Your Life? I thought I did.}
Yesterday, I was pulling away and in pain. Of my own creating I always wonder? It’s certainly difficult to ascertain culpability when depression is hereditary and when cycles of pain, withdrawing, insecurity, and self-loathing go back so far in a family’s story. Still, why do I look for whom to blame when ultimately I blame […]