As anyone who reads this blog knows, I question everything, I resist, I am a seeker. My soul howls and it cries. My heart is frequently conflicted, questioning, keening, searching, longing than finding and being at peace. This causes me to doubt. This brings great fear. This causes me to wonder if I’m any further along […]
On Paying Attention
At times like these. When I am feeling so poignantly this illness depression, which is chronic and confusing and feels a lot like failure, at times like these … I have learned to wait and pay attention. Taste the bitter in this moment. And see what God intends. Henri Nouwen says of this patience: “The word patience comes from […]
