Pu-leeeese, don’t tell me to lighten up – I take great pride in my seriousness.
It’s a part of my M.O. It’s not that I don’t laugh at all, I do. And I love to laugh till I cry, tears streaming uncontrollably at something my little sister said or the guy next to me at Bible study, who absolutely cannot let anything go without a wise ass remark. Oh that’s me making the sarcastic reply under my breath. It’s both of us giggling disobediently and with such pleasure, ducking a scowl from our leader. Do not make eye contact. Or at my husband Tom’s witticisms — he is frequently cracking me up.
But in all earnestness, the world is so damn sad. Don’t you agree? Or it is just me? I am a bleeding heart “liberal” yawl. How can you not wake up with the weight of the world on your shoulders, especially if you are the parent of teenagers? Or have bills. Or just turn on the news?
I find myself exclaiming about or at least ranting, and aching and hurting over many things.
- Poverty and injustice. Unnecessary wars. Third world starvation and first world waste of the planet’s resources – does that not make anyone else want to scream?
- And the fact that kids come to school without breakfast and live in neighborhoods without a grocery store? Am I the only one who thinks about these things?
- I find myself aching for the thousands of undocumented kids here in America that were simply born in America to undocumented parents. For high school girls getting pregnant, forever changing the trajectory of their young lives. Young black boys who get shot for being nothing more than young and black and a boy. That one really makes me mad. Or the fact that women still don’t earn the same wage as men?!?
These things are heavy. These things matter.
I expressly get upset about mean kids. Where do kids learn to hate? Why can we not represent Jesus better? And love any child no matter their sexual orientation? What would Jesus do, indeed?
I could go on, but this is about joy right? I do need to lighten up. I cannot even talk JOY for five minutes? Sheesh.
I found myself saying in a group recently I don’t “do joy.” Awkward silence there and I can feel it here now. (It’s not that I’m against it in theory. I just don’t know how to get some.)
I know that it is good to laugh!. I just don’t know how in and of myself , I have always been slightly melancholy — the only time I am an incoherently laughing kind of person is when others are having fun around me — they bring the fun out of me. I am the sort that has to work for joy.
The next best thing is Tim Hawkins (I know how’d I get here?) who has “the magical blend between two comedic ideals: A genuinely funny comedy show that caters to the entire family. ” This guy makes me pee in my pants, he’s so funny. It’s good clean fun and it feels so good to enjoy his shows.
Check him out won’t you?
It’s all I could think of,
now back to my regular programming.
Melody
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This was written as a part of the May 2012 Synchroblog centered on the idea of what it might mean to lighten up a little–personally, spiritually, professionally, or in any area of our lives. You can write about why that’s easy or hard for you, share something funny or humorous, or any other angle that feels easy and right (remember, part of this is about lightening up!)
These are the wonderful people that participated. (I don’t know them personally.)
- Jeremy Myers at Till He Comes – Lighten Up!
- Maria Kettleson Anderson at My Real Journey – The Art of Passionately Lightening Up
- Melody Harrison at Logic and Imagination – {I Don’t Do Joy}
- Wendy McCaig – Lighten Up: Learning to Let Go From A Man Who Lost It All
- Carol Kuniholm at Words Half Heart – Resurrection Laughter
- R. Lee Bayes at Southern Humanist – Loving Light
- Alan Knox – Be Sarcastic With One Another
- Patrick Oden at Dueling Ravens – Truth, Beauty, and Yodeling Pickles
- Tammy Carter at Blessing the Beloved – A Tricky Little Journey
- Christine Sine at Godspace – Lighten Up: It Really is the Best Medicine
- Glenn Hager – Margaritas, Metallica, and A Serious Case of the Giggles.
- Liz Dyer at Grace Rules – A Spoonful of Sugar
- K.W. Leslie at More Christ – When Jesus Made A Funny
- Maurice Broaddus – Why So Serious?
- Ellen Haroutunian – A Laughing God
- Kathy Escobar at the Carnival in my Head – A Little Laughter Every Day