I had a moment today.
I whispered it out loud.
“I wish I could turn off my brain.”
It races you see. It pushes and collides, a pinball machine. It drives me. It’s in frequent turmoil, or is that my heart vibrating? I think so much, I think so hard
about things that my head hurts, building into aggravation and strain.
Becoming anxiety
inside me. And I hate anxiety! Trapped inside a sticky web of lies, that swirl all around.
To me it means I’m not trusting. That this faith thing that I purport to live by, just maybe it isn’t real.
I had a moment today,
when I longed for a miracle—A book of
Acts, Upper Room, Pentecostal filled with the spirit, holy ghost kind of Miracle.
Yes please, just one.
Then I got to thinking.
Faith is
believing without seeing.
I had a moment today.
If it is any comfort, I pray for you every day.
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Incredible to hear, I thank you.
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Love this…[and I identify with the struggle to turn off the brain : ) ]
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